Sunday, January 24, 2010

My first week in singapore

Yeah!! i managed to survive the first week in singapore, without internet access, this is a fucking miracle !!!

anyways, everything is kinda boring around here, the expenses are too high and in fact singapore is so small that there isn't any places to go even if i wanted to go visit.

i found this cute little comic shop where they charge 2.2SGD/Hour, its quite a nice cosy little place, they have a lot of comics here and also internet usage.

Seriously i don't know what to write, its been so long since i touched the computer that my typing skills seems to have deteoriated...

Or maybe my life is just boring by default, beats me @@""

Will post again next sunday, cannot afford to come to this shop all the time, i have a very limited budget here unlike in KL ....

-Kenneth

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I am in deep shit...

You know, sometimes i feel that things are just too good to be true... I mean, how would somebody be so kind to really support me to go to singapore to study for 2 years at 18++k SGD just for the school fees alone?

I mean i am not his real son, in fact i am not even related to him at all. So why would someone do something like tat for me?

I should have foreseen this earlier, maybe i was just too excited about finally being able to go back to school again that my vision and common sense has been compromised.

Its 12th Jan now, Tuesday, the school is suppose start next monday on the 18th of Jan, and here i am, still stuck in KL, without a job, and almost without a place to stay. I went back to JB last friday as the school infomed me that they need me to pass them the student application form which i already e-mailed to them, but now they were saying that they need my signature, ok, so fine, i went back to JB on thursday and the plan was to go to singapore on friday and pass them the form and also the 285 SGD they needed to process the application.

My god-father promised me that he will meet me in SG on friday to pay for the student pass, and i was like "phew, finally all this will be over soon, and i will be back to school in no time"

But as i expected, he has something to do and told me he would not be able to meet me on friday, and what am i supposed to do? I left the form with my mum since he said he would go to the school on monday to fix the problem for me.

He also sms-ed me on Sunday and assure me he would be going to the school on Monday and he would sms me after he is done with it. Well, as you can see that i am writing this post now, its obvious i recieved no news from him. I sent him an sms to check if everything was alright but there was no reply.

Now i am left hanging in the middle of nowhere, i quitted a 3.3k salary job, and i told the landlord that i will be moving out this month, so yeah, i am very deep in shit right now....

Don't really feel like writing anymore at the moment, i think i have to prepare for the worst situation but i am sure i would be able to survive just like how i have survived all these years on my own.

So wish me luck, and pray for me, Thanks.

-Kenneth

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Delayed Plans....

Some unforeseen circumstances happened with the school so i guess i will be staying in KL for a few more days...

Good news is :

I get to stay in KL a few more days and enjoy the last few days of freedom

Bad news is :

The longer i stay in KL the more second thoughts i am having about this whole studying idea...maybe its really not such a good choice....

Anyways, things might get called off, if i still cannot get my student pass before school starts, i wonder what the hell is wrong with singapore nowadays.


-Kenneth

Friday, January 1, 2010

祝你一路顺风。。。

Planning to leave KL on 9th of January...this week will probably be my last week in KL, don't know what the hell is wrong with. All these while i always thought i will be happy to dump all the shit here, but now when the time comes i actually feel...

Radio suddenly put on this song by 吴奇隆... i wish somebody would sing this song to me when i leave KL, but i guess that just a fat hope...

那一天知道你要走 我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声敲痛离别的心门 却打不开我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最后 我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台挤痛送别的人们 却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑用力的挥挥手 祝你一路顺风

I will blog more on the few places in KL i like to go to during this last few days i am around, i don't really think i will have internet connection once i start schooling...

There is this feeling...i don't know how to explain it...but it brings tears to my eyes whenever i think about it...

Oh yah...today is 1st Jan 2010...Happy New Year to all...

-Kenneth