I am in deep shit...

You know, sometimes i feel that things are just too good to be true... I mean, how would somebody be so kind to really support me to go to singapore to study for 2 years at 18++k SGD just for the school fees alone?

I mean i am not his real son, in fact i am not even related to him at all. So why would someone do something like tat for me?

I should have foreseen this earlier, maybe i was just too excited about finally being able to go back to school again that my vision and common sense has been compromised.

Its 12th Jan now, Tuesday, the school is suppose start next monday on the 18th of Jan, and here i am, still stuck in KL, without a job, and almost without a place to stay. I went back to JB last friday as the school infomed me that they need me to pass them the student application form which i already e-mailed to them, but now they were saying that they need my signature, ok, so fine, i went back to JB on thursday and the plan was to go to singapore on friday and pass them the form and also the 285 SGD they needed to process the application.

My god-father promised me that he will meet me in SG on friday to pay for the student pass, and i was like "phew, finally all this will be over soon, and i will be back to school in no time"

But as i expected, he has something to do and told me he would not be able to meet me on friday, and what am i supposed to do? I left the form with my mum since he said he would go to the school on monday to fix the problem for me.

He also sms-ed me on Sunday and assure me he would be going to the school on Monday and he would sms me after he is done with it. Well, as you can see that i am writing this post now, its obvious i recieved no news from him. I sent him an sms to check if everything was alright but there was no reply.

Now i am left hanging in the middle of nowhere, i quitted a 3.3k salary job, and i told the landlord that i will be moving out this month, so yeah, i am very deep in shit right now....

Don't really feel like writing anymore at the moment, i think i have to prepare for the worst situation but i am sure i would be able to survive just like how i have survived all these years on my own.

So wish me luck, and pray for me, Thanks.

-Kenneth